I Will tell you of the story of the last two crazy weeks of my life

• It’s been a minute. Somedays I can’t believe I’ve written a word of this blog.
• I can’t believe how far away I feel after spending a month away from Nashville #heaven
• I’m so easily triggered in Colorado
• I’m sliding back and forth between quantum Buddah and 3D loser programmer. It’s a wild ride.
• I am learning the art of solitude. It is fucking awesome.
• The shadow is strong. It’s fast.
• It moves at me so fast in any moment of pride or arrogance. Legit panic attacks over my car lease.
• My prayers are still being answered so fast. I prayed for jennifer to have another victim. His name is Ethan. Good luck dude.
• It was really fucking wild getting caught in the dark magic of Jennifer’s projection.
• Im slowly freeing myself if it. It was so strong it’s like I was believing it.
• I have started my walk of shame. It is crazy awful. Started with my kids. Then to my parents. Next my cousin. The righteous. Next to my neighbor. The predestined.
• My story holds up. Not with my brother. He probably fucked her.
• My story Is tough. To be told you will be king. To try then live on the run. In the caves. I guess I get to know the other side of David. I already had the “man after gods heart” down.
• Now I get to learn the “when is this lame story over God?” #david #iknewiwasmoredavidbutgodismakingmesolomon
• What a trip. I launched the app. You can’t stop me. I’m integrating two consciousness together. It’s fucking wild.
• I’m going to write some letters. Time to do the work.

Homer

Trying to sail to Nashville

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