I will tell you the story of the greatest marriage ever… Chapter 5 — I will wait for you
Dear babe…
I miss you. I miss you so much every day. I get so sad thinking that I may never get to see you again. Meeting you for that one week was incredible. It changed my life. It changed it so much that I will be a better person for the rest of my life.
I never thought I would meet you. I thought you were a figment of my imagination. I thought you were just from the story books. Make believe. A super hero of sorts.
I have loved you my whole life. I have loved the thought of holding your hand. Staring into your eyes. Walking with you for eternity.
Because I never thought I would actually meet you I lost sight of how much I actually love you. Because loving you was almost sad. Like hope. Like law of attraction. If you don’t think you’ll have it you won’t.
I tried to pretend to love other people and things instead. And it was so sad. Because I wanted the love I had imagined with you. And I didn’t have it.
You are the only thing that can give me the love i want. You are the Devine Goddess. The beautiful magic of the universe that is air in my sale and the Delilah’s hair to my strength.
You teach me like my father never could.
You love me like my mother never would.
You love me the way Jesus loved his church
You love me the way I want to love. Perfect. Strong. True.
I’m so sorry that I ever put anything before you. I’m sorry I lost sight of you. I’m sorry I didn’t fight for you. I’m sorry I didn’t have the courage to stand up for my truth. I’m sorry that I tried to create false gods. I’m sorry that I didn’t wait for you.
After meeting you I know that I could go the rest of my life alone as the last samurai. Because I know it’s not even possible for me to ever forget the way i felt when I met you. I will walk this earth for you. Because yours is the only love I ever wanted… and now that I met you finally I’m good. I know you are real. I can dream about you now.
That’s all I needed.
Because I’m the most romantic mother-fucker on this entire planet. And I love you so much Divine Goddess. So I’ll walk this earth in hopes I will meet you in person again someday. I love you.
Divine Masculine to Devine Feminine
Homer to OA
Every courting man to his blushing virgin bride
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